Favorite things right now:

NINE INCH NAILSS

KMFDM

True Crime

Journaling

HTML Coding

Donnie Darko

Serial Experiments Lain

Psychological Things

Spiritual stuff

Makeup

Skincare

Selfcare stuff

Fashion

Bojack Horseman

NUMBERS

Life path number : 7
Expression number : 9
Soul urge number : 5
Personality number : 4
Birthday number : 7
Current name number : 5
Maturity number : 7
Personal year number : 6
Cycle numbers : 7 , 6 , 7

ANGEL NUMBERS I'VE SEEN

1111

444

111

555

1212

333

1222

222

777

LITTLE PASSAGE ABOUT ME

hello, my name is iz, short for my real name. i've had major depressive disorder since 2018, unspecified anxiety disorder since 2019 , and my first psychotic episode october 2022. my first psychotic episode was triggered due to bullying, my own mental problems, and funny enough true crime had a lot to do with this psychotic episode too. it wasn't a good experience hearing dead murderers talk to me and having delusions surronding them and myself. as a lot of other people, i was infatuated with columbine, and sol pais. and sometimes i still am, honestly i realize that isn't right so i made this website to vent about it. you can't exactly vent to anyone about this sort of thing, i don't want my own peers thinking i'm a weirdo so what better way than to talk about it mostly anonymously...i've noticed i tend to have episodes of psychosis about twice a year so. anyways, little trivia about me, i love music, dressing up, true crime, html coding, journaling, spiritual things, etc etc. i'm going to graduate soon. honest to god i'm not sure if i'll even make it past 20. i'm not very interesting, and i'm just the same as any other tcc person but i hope if i die i'm remembered in any sort of way, i'm afraid to die forgotten. so i try my hardest to make myself known, even if it is bad, even if it kills me. i want my story to be heard, because people like me are disliked and thrown away because their "disgusting". and you are right, i am disgusting, but please give me a chance to be better. i fear i have a lot in common with sol pais, and people like her, they shouldn't be ignored.