music means a lot to me, these are lyrics that stand out to me.
think of this as a lyric journal.
There are things that I said I would never do
There are fears that I cannot believe have come true
For my soul is too sick and too little and too late
And myself, I have grown too weary to hate
The more I stay in here
The more it's not so clear
The more I stay in here
The more I disappear
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur
As I lay here and stare
The fabric starts to tear
It's far beyond repair
And I don't really care
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur
You are all I need
You're all I need
I'm in the middle of your picture
Lying in the reeds
It's all wrong, it's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It's all wrong, it's alright
It's alright, it's alright
Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think I could have been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun.
I know that what I did was wrong
I always thought I'd be more strong
I guess I don't know what to say
You look like you feel the same way
I feel like I could run away
You'll find me here another day
Waiting,
Waiting drives you crazy
Waiting drives you crazy
Endless repitition
Endless come and leaving
Do not come to heaven
Do not bother coming
Endlessly to heaven
Why not stay down
It's filthy disgusting
So ugly, I'm sure
I'm ugly, disgusting
And filthy for sure
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way...
I've gone as low as you can go
Feel no remorse
No sense of shame
Time's gonna wash away all pain
Love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you
Love you, love you, love you...
Fade, made to fade
Passion's overrated anyway
Say, say my name
Need a little love to ease the pain
I need a little love to ease the pain
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
i've decided to
anything that lives inside of you
i would never ever lie you
you ain't ever have to lie to me
i'm everything that i've strived to be
so do i look like him?
do i look like him?
i don't look like him
I am the need you have for more
I am the bullet in the gun (and I control you)
I am the truth from which you run (and I control you)
I am the silencing machine (and I control you)
I am the end of all your dreams (and I control you)
It won't give up, it wants me dead
Goddamn this noise inside my head
You extend your hand to those who suffer
To those who know what it really feels like
To those who've had a taste
Like that means something
And oh, so sick I am
And maybe I don't have a choice
And maybe that is all I have
And maybe this is a cry for help
I do not want this
Lose me
Hate me
Smash me
Erase me
Kill me
I don’t know what I see
I don’t want what I know
I don’t need what I want
I don’t feel what I need
I don’t say what I feel
I don’t do what I say
I don’t like what I do
I just like to waste!
I love you so much that my heart stops beating when you're leaving
And I'm grieving and my heart starts bleeding
Life without you has no goddamn meaning
Sorry I'm passive aggressive for no goddamn reason
It's that my mood change like these goddamn seasons
I'll fall for you, but I love you
I'm bad at keeping my emotions bubbled
You're good at being perfect
We're good at being troubled
