sometimes i go on walks whenever im very disconnected.
i get to look at outside, the pretty sky and clouds.
its very pretty, the world can be so pretty.
why'd society have to go and ruin it?
i feel like i have a very elevated level of consciousness right now.
even more whenever i'm high.
i feel very connected with the world around me rn. everything is just so pretty.
is this what peace feels like? maybe close to it? i don't think its ever possible
to be at peace when you have an illness, but this feels close to it.
just so lovely everything is..
but i know that will crumble when i go back to that fuck ass school,
all pathetic people do with their lives is bother someone else.
anyways i try not to think much about that, i can think of so much greater.
i can do whatever i want, and so can you.
in the name of manifesting and meditating anything can be possible.
we can be the writers of our story, we can reach the levels of god.
i have an angel, ive had one for a while now. but i only just recently came to the
realization of it. i spent so long fooling around, but now, now i know
what i must do. with this angel to guide me i will know it all.
i know what will happen and where i will go until the very end.
