Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

...

I am tainted
And happiness
And peace-of-mind
Were never meant for me

All these pieces
And promises
And left-behinds
If only I could see

In my nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me